So I've been so busy this week, I only found time to blog today. And I'm so sleepy now, totally looking forward to Sunday where I can sleep in and laze around the whole day.
Didn't really do anything exciting this week so here are just some bits of what I've been doing.
Poofy hearts bralet from www.instagram.com/strawbunnyylabel
Bad-ass Barbie highwaistie from www.fauxfeathers.net
Flowers and the glitter sequined hairband from Daiso
On Wednesday, I went to Pangea, located at MBS. It's pretty cool but I prefer Attica alot better.
I couldn't decide what to wear cos my hair makes me so weird now T_T Every time I chop my fringe off, I'd regret it like a few days later. But when it's long again, I can't help it but cut it off. What is wrong with me!?
Wanted to wear this outfit initially but changed to another cos I didn't have any heels to match this outfit hahaha.
Outfit details: Cut out bralet and skirt from Scape
Bag from: www.shopkysse.com
And a few pics with Agnes from Wednesday night.
And the next day, Thursday, met Lindsay for lunch.
Can't remember the details of this outfit except that the phone case is sponsored by www.instagram.com/rubyxscarlet
We had Thai food for lunch, my very yummy tom yum seafood soup.
And Lindsay's super delicious Thai green chicken curry.
And today, had to go down to school to collect my cert, wanted to register for next year (at another institute) but decided to wait for a little longer to think over what I actually want.
Really feel stressed and pressurized to perform better...
Even while I was at my Aunt's place earlier on, she asked if there was anything bothering me cos I look so troubled recently. Urgh.
I'm not the kind of person who can express myself easily, when I'm upset, I look happy, when I'm angry, I look normal, when I'm jealous, I look un-bothered. It's just me... In my past relationships, I always get asked if there's anything wrong all the time, cos I get told that I always seem emotionless.
But sometimes when I'm with my family I find it hard to keep up this facade and it would slip. My little sister was saying that I''m so good at keeping my emotions even when something is upsetting me badly, and when she told me that "You can always tell me what's wrong." I almost wanted to just cry in front of her. But no, I can't do that. It's just not in me to cry in front of someone.
My friends always tell me that their there for me, I can rely on them. But honestly, who wants to be bothered with another's problems? It's not as if they are having an easy life either and I definitely would not want to add to their burden or dampen their mood either.
Yes I know that people say that's what friends are for, and my friends look for me when they need help, or need someone to talk to or encourage them. But for me, I just won't do that.
I understand that there are also people like that, who find it difficult to express emotions or prefer to keep it to themselves. And trust me, I know how difficult it gets; just keeping more and more each day to yourself.
It would be an option to one day truly open myself to someone, but I think I would really have to take ages to learn to trust him or her and I don't know if I can do that. Oh well.
K so today's outfit. Look kind of weird cos I didn't really bothered curling my hair and all that haha. Borrowed today's outfit from my sister :P
Since I was collecting my cert at POMO, I decided to go to one of my favorite book stores located at Peace Centre, just 2 minutes away from POMO.
Been visiting this book store since 4 years ago. I know it doesn't look like a store that one would usually visit to get books (nowadays it's usually Kinokuniya isn't it?) but I like going in there for quite a few reasons.
First of all, there's a crazy amount of books for such a small store space and there are books from all kinds of genres. From biographies to fantasy to horror, the list is endless. I was hoping to get a few good law related books at a cheap price for a good read this weekend.
And, call me weird, (I DON'T CARE) I like it that the books are all over the place, and you really have to look hard to find something good or of your interest. It makes it way more fulfilling, searching through romance novels, and science fiction books and finding something of my interest underneath all that.
In a way, it's more interesting than simply going to the library where everything is in alphabetical order or you can just ask a librarian for assistance easily.
See what I mean! The books are just stacked everywhere and anywhere
There are 4 or 5 of such narrow spaces in between the book shelves, and it's really tiny, hardly even enough space for me to move around. But that's exactly what I love about it, surrounded by books - It's heaven!
Well of cos you could say that, what difference is there from going to a library, in fact, a library is way better compared to this dusty, messy, tiny book store.
But if you have a penchant for liking the old fashion way of doing things and at the same time, love a good read, you would quite adore this place.
It's quiet too, there wasn't any one apart from the owner and a lecturer from a University whom I spoke to for a bit.
In a really small corner at the back ,there's this chair and so I spent an hour there reading comfortably, I didn't even realized an hour had passed until I got a phone call.
One of the books I was browsing
Most of the books there are quite old, like published before 2000, but they do have some books like Chicken Soup? I think it was so popular when I was in secondary school but I've never read one before.
And when I was just about to give up finding anything that I would like to bring home, I found a book on the law of defamation! it was going at $28 and according to the owner he said the original price was $135 @_@ I don't know how true is that cos it doesn't look like a $135 book but I liked it and got it anyway.
There was even a really really cool New Dehli statute book which I spent ages browsing through.
So if you do study around the area, you know where you can go during your breaks! (:
Gonna have a busy weekend again - I wish I had a whole day just for sleeping lol.
Till the next post xx